Hateful day

Is there anyone around here who actually appreciates Literature? I don't think so. The last couple of days, I have gotten more than 10 people asking me to lend me my lit essay. No offense to them but can't they ever do anything on their own?! Today, what a hateful day... Ragbusa!!! I forgot to study for ss so I had to wake up at 4.30am. Usually, I wake up at 5. I was so fucking tired but I still dragged myself out. Then, I realised that I had never done my maths homework. So, I first did maths hw. Then, cause I was feeling so lazy, I decided to study ss during assembly. So, in the free time I had, guess wat I did? I danced around in my room and my parents didn't mind as I had finished all the morning chores. Its actually quite fun to dance around in the morning. Y'all should try it. But I seriously doubt you guys would. Sop anyways, I heard Mr.Whelan screaming at some kids today just cause they cheated in the test. They were all scolded so badly that I actually felt quite sorry for them. I have to host teacher's day cocert so I am really freaked out. Ms.Chong told us that we have to search for fun facts about teachers. What the F***!!! I was rather pissed off as we were all really tired and I had to go to the dentist. That was kinda pressurising. Anyways, to day I have a poem for you guys. Hope you enjoy it.
There also stands the gloomy house of night;
ghastly clouds shroud it in darkness.
Before it Atlas stands erect and on his head
and unwearying arms firmly supports the broad sky,
where Night and Day cross a bronze threshold
and then come close and greet each other.

I hate Bio Class

Today, I was fully humiliated in bio by that stupid Mustakim. He went and blabbed about what I had written about Gordon to Ms.Gan. I started crying but luckily, no one saw it. I was such in such a black mood, that I ignored everyone. I realised that was wrong to isolate myself but I needed the time alone. I also realised on how many people hate Mr.Whelan. My sister said that there were many bad qualities about him but apparently, she was sworn to secrecy by her class, 2 Aspire. Lame right? However, I still respected her wishes and didn't pursue her on that topic. I have also the worst stomach ache and I just threw up five times. So to cool my tummy down, I am having a glass of hot soup. Yum!! People I would advise to be careful about Mr.Whelan. He isn't as cool as ya'll think he is. Remember thaty 13 steps to the devil will lead you straight to the blood of your sins. You cannot escape Satan's wrath. Plus, distraught is when your soul is crying. I am feeling distraught now. Anybody feeling distraught?
Feel like castrating you till your body is bloodless......

Kill me

Why can't anybody today just kill me? I got into a fight with the irritating Punam, and her fucking annoying(i'm superior than anyone since sec 1) attitude. She went on blabbing some cock shit about me not having any friends and how by writing that sex stuff I ruined my life. I know I ruined my reputation. I don't need a loud-moth faggist to tell me that!!! Then, she went on pussy whipping me on how horrible my best friend, Sofea was. She's in volleyball. Punam said that Sofea was only my friend because I was always there for her when she really needed help from me. I told her to shut up. I actually wanted to tell her to stuff her book up her fat ass!! I really miss sech 1 where everything was so innocent. You didn't know anybody and nobody knew you. I was so naive to not know what evil was in store for me. Should have listened to Gordon when he said I was pathetic. I just realised how right he was. I am so fucking screwed up. My friends are having problems and they are all expecting me to help them out. My family is acting weird by not scolding me. My classmates, well most of them especially the boys are so cruel. Its like they're inhuman and have no feelings. Too many tests. Why does these things have to happen to me? Why do I alwaysget trapped in weird situations? Guilt is eating up like the blood of my sins. Others are just eating up all the happiness from my soul. I know I sound kinky but its just how I feel.
Life feels like some monkey ball bullshit. So boys remember to have ur balls checked and girls your heart. You may find something hidden........


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Just Terrible

How I wish that my trip to australia couldn't come any sooner. How I also fucking wish that I could just drop dead. This week, is there any fucking day other than friday, that I don't have a competition or a test!! No, there isn't. Which is why I'm so fucking pissed at myself. Not even vampire books can console me as I'm feeling like I'm full of CRAP!!! Again I wish, I could castrate a guy so I may feel better and actually had the chance with my teddy bear. However, I thought over it as it may not work. I did feel a bit better when I kicked my sister in the arse.... But then she had to go all Bruce Lee on me, and now I'm covered in bruises. How insanely shitty can this day go? Australia, can't you come any sooner? I also kneed a guy in his crotch as he, a really stupid, dumb-brained asshole, had no idea that I was strong. Fucking pimp tried to steal my wallet!!! It was an outrage!!! Plus, I'm glad he didn't try to shag me. I would have been really pissed of then.


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Tiring

Today was so damn tiring. My legs hurt and I couldn't move. But it was all worth it. My aunt took me and my wannabe sister to Borders to get my birthday gift! Btw, my b"day is on 28 August . My sister freaked on the fact that seven books were brought for me. My aunt only bought her two books. So sad. NOT!!! After that, we got treated to Hagen-daaz. We were so full of ice-cream that we could hardly walk. My sister is still really angry but she'll calm down soon. I hope atleast.


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Raksha Bandhan

Happy Raksha bandhan to all indians out there. I am now going to tie the rakhi. But have no idea how it looks like. today was fucking hell but managed to turn it around. Very full right now as I had two cheese burgers behind my parents back. Sister now yelling at me.


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Fab day

People can be so cruel. Just got seriously teased cause of my uniform.NOT MY FREAKING FAULT!!!!!I had to rush to my hindi school after that. There everybody was jealous cause i missed half the lesson. But we laughed. We drew stuff around a picture of some oldy who gives lectures to soothe the soul.

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