Why can't anybody today just kill me? I got into a fight with the irritating Punam, and her fucking annoying(i'm superior than anyone since sec 1) attitude. She went on blabbing some cock shit about me not having any friends and how by writing that sex stuff I ruined my life. I know I ruined my reputation. I don't need a loud-moth faggist to tell me that!!! Then, she went on pussy whipping me on how horrible my best friend, Sofea was. She's in volleyball. Punam said that Sofea was only my friend because I was always there for her when she really needed help from me. I told her to shut up. I actually wanted to tell her to stuff her book up her fat ass!! I really miss sech 1 where everything was so innocent. You didn't know anybody and nobody knew you. I was so naive to not know what evil was in store for me. Should have listened to Gordon when he said I was pathetic. I just realised how right he was. I am so fucking screwed up. My friends are having problems and they are all expecting me to help them out. My family is acting weird by not scolding me. My classmates, well most of them especially the boys are so cruel. Its like they're inhuman and have no feelings. Too many tests. Why does these things have to happen to me? Why do I alwaysget trapped in weird situations? Guilt is eating up like the blood of my sins. Others are just eating up all the happiness from my soul. I know I sound kinky but its just how I feel.
Life feels like some monkey ball bullshit. So boys remember to have ur balls checked and girls your heart. You may find something hidden........
Vampy
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