Smash. Rock and Shock.

June Holidays or Hell???

2009-05-31T18:33:00.000-07:00

It has been a tiring month my friends. Exams and then teachers scolding on why you didn't do well. To top that off we have lessons for two weeks during school holidays and not to mention the whole lot of homework thats coming our way. So now I ask those in o-level you call this a holiday? I call this welcome to hell!!!

Well...

2009-04-19T04:51:00.000-07:00

Today was relatively fine. I am now on talking terms with my sister and I have my own motto which is TRUST NO ONE!!!!!! Cool right? Ok maybe not for you but for me it rocks. I'm so damn tired but hyper too. Must be the chocolates and nerves....

I'm drowning in hell...

2009-01-27T03:10:00.000-08:00

Damn! I know its been a hell lotta time since I posted something up so sorry to all my readers. I've been like super busy doing stuff and studying for my sech 4 this year. This year is partucularly hell for me. And by the way I've been a jerk to many people especialyy to my best friend, Pratham. I'm really sorry I played that prank on you and that I told to take a fucking hike. But the fucking hike thing you kinda deserved it. actually you deserved it. I think thwe world is going to collapse soon on me. And I also want to aplogose to my sister,Salonne for saying you hate me here on my blog. It is not true any more. She has become my best sister and though she can be sometimes very mean and very critical, she is very loyal and she understands me just like you Pratham if you happen to be reading this right now. I just really mis my lower sech life where I could chill. Though my sister keeps telling I used to chill all my life until now. She has also told me that I have changed over the years and have become very sensitive to what people tell me over the years. Just recently, I just literally bawled myself to sleep over a huge lecture she had given me. And when I woke up the next day, I realised that she was right. The world does not revolve around me and I should just continue caring about the people around me. And word of advice.

This shoutout is for you Pratham and Smrti

Start treating each other nicely and not like strangers. Communication is key part of an relationship. You both really need to work on that. And stop hitting each other. Smriti you nee to reduce it escpecially as you do alot more than Pratham. Just try it. I'm not telling yuou guys to change yourselves.

Pratham, this is the picture I had as my background.Its above. Right on top

Yoga

2008-12-20T03:20:00.000-08:00

You'll never belive it but I went for yoga today. It was supposed to be the therapy kind. However, after that lesson i felt like every lignin of mine has been streched by 10 times!! Its really painful and I couldn't even lay on the bed without groanng and moaning in pain. Where I went they have this kind of yoga that can stimulate many emotions in you that u didn't even know existed. Also it makes u think of only havin sex so I'd kinda advise against it. I've also been grounded again just cuz i didn't want to go somewhere. Its ok for me as I actually never was allowed to go anywhere.

What a Joke!!!

2008-10-19T00:24:00.000-07:00

My back is never going to be the same again... Mom made me and Salonee slack and slack just cause Diwali is coming. And the first gathering is at ...DingDingDing...our place. I am so tired and took a shower at 3pm. Thats not normal me for me. then, whole family was watching Indian Idol Auditions recorded. We still cannnot stop laughing. Its too funny. Too listen to the judge's comments is also really cool. Yesterday, we went for a kojagiri function. Someone organised it and it was not like our normal one. We like our normal one. This one was boring and evertybody kept stepping on my skirt! So irritating... yash stepped on it so much I felt my skirt was going to drop off there and there. Me, Pratham, Yash and kunal walked and sent songs and themes to each other.

Today's new poem

2008-09-06T22:55:00.000-07:00

I have a new poem for today. I hope it can touch you.

She walks in beauty,like the night
Of cloudless climes and starry skies...

And all that's best of dark and bright
Meet in her aspect and her eyes...

Thus mellowed to that tender light
Which heaven top gaudy day denies

I'm Back from Melbourne.

2008-09-06T22:39:00.000-07:00

I'm really sorry to all my blog readers for noy updating my blog. I was really busy these past few days and I'm back from Melbourne. Below is a picture of us and the melbourne students.
It was really fun over there. We enjoed a lot and also learnt many new things. It was certainly an enriching experience. I actually don't know what to write.

Hateful day

2008-08-22T03:09:00.000-07:00

Is there anyone around here who actually appreciates Literature? I don't think so. The last couple of days, I have gotten more than 10 people asking me to lend me my lit essay. No offense to them but can't they ever do anything on their own?! Today, what a hateful day... Ragbusa!!! I forgot to study for ss so I had to wake up at 4.30am. Usually, I wake up at 5. I was so fucking tired but I still dragged myself out. Then, I realised that I had never done my maths homework. So, I first did maths hw. Then, cause I was feeling so lazy, I decided to study ss during assembly. So, in the free time I had, guess wat I did? I danced around in my room and my parents didn't mind as I had finished all the morning chores. Its actually quite fun to dance around in the morning. Y'all should try it. But I seriously doubt you guys would. Sop anyways, I heard Mr.Whelan screaming at some kids today just cause they cheated in the test. They were all scolded so badly that I actually felt quite sorry for them. I have to host teacher's day cocert so I am really freaked out. Ms.Chong told us that we have to search for fun facts about teachers. What the F***!!! I was rather pissed off as we were all really tired and I had to go to the dentist. That was kinda pressurising. Anyways, to day I have a poem for you guys. Hope you enjoy it.
There also stands the gloomy house of night;
ghastly clouds shroud it in darkness.
Before it Atlas stands erect and on his head
and unwearying arms firmly supports the broad sky,
where Night and Day cross a bronze threshold
and then come close and greet each other.

I hate Bio Class

2008-08-20T06:50:00.000-07:00

Today, I was fully humiliated in bio by that stupid Mustakim. He went and blabbed about what I had written about Gordon to Ms.Gan. I started crying but luckily, no one saw it. I was such in such a black mood, that I ignored everyone. I realised that was wrong to isolate myself but I needed the time alone. I also realised on how many people hate Mr.Whelan. My sister said that there were many bad qualities about him but apparently, she was sworn to secrecy by her class, 2 Aspire. Lame right? However, I still respected her wishes and didn't pursue her on that topic. I have also the worst stomach ache and I just threw up five times. So to cool my tummy down, I am having a glass of hot soup. Yum!! People I would advise to be careful about Mr.Whelan. He isn't as cool as ya'll think he is. Remember thaty 13 steps to the devil will lead you straight to the blood of your sins. You cannot escape Satan's wrath. Plus, distraught is when your soul is crying. I am feeling distraught now. Anybody feeling distraught?
Feel like castrating you till your body is bloodless......

Kill me

2008-08-19T05:38:00.000-07:00

Why can't anybody today just kill me? I got into a fight with the irritating Punam, and her fucking annoying(i'm superior than anyone since sec 1) attitude. She went on blabbing some cock shit about me not having any friends and how by writing that sex stuff I ruined my life. I know I ruined my reputation. I don't need a loud-moth faggist to tell me that!!! Then, she went on pussy whipping me on how horrible my best friend, Sofea was. She's in volleyball. Punam said that Sofea was only my friend because I was always there for her when she really needed help from me. I told her to shut up. I actually wanted to tell her to stuff her book up her fat ass!! I really miss sech 1 where everything was so innocent. You didn't know anybody and nobody knew you. I was so naive to not know what evil was in store for me. Should have listened to Gordon when he said I was pathetic. I just realised how right he was. I am so fucking screwed up. My friends are having problems and they are all expecting me to help them out. My family is acting weird by not scolding me. My classmates, well most of them especially the boys are so cruel. Its like they're inhuman and have no feelings. Too many tests. Why does these things have to happen to me? Why do I alwaysget trapped in weird situations? Guilt is eating up like the blood of my sins. Others are just eating up all the happiness from my soul. I know I sound kinky but its just how I feel.
Life feels like some monkey ball bullshit. So boys remember to have ur balls checked and girls your heart. You may find something hidden........

Vampy

Just Terrible

2008-08-18T01:22:00.000-07:00

How I wish that my trip to australia couldn't come any sooner. How I also fucking wish that I could just drop dead. This week, is there any fucking day other than friday, that I don't have a competition or a test!! No, there isn't. Which is why I'm so fucking pissed at myself. Not even vampire books can console me as I'm feeling like I'm full of CRAP!!! Again I wish, I could castrate a guy so I may feel better and actually had the chance with my teddy bear. However, I thought over it as it may not work. I did feel a bit better when I kicked my sister in the arse.... But then she had to go all Bruce Lee on me, and now I'm covered in bruises. How insanely shitty can this day go? Australia, can't you come any sooner? I also kneed a guy in his crotch as he, a really stupid, dumb-brained asshole, had no idea that I was strong. Fucking pimp tried to steal my wallet!!! It was an outrage!!! Plus, I'm glad he didn't try to shag me. I would have been really pissed of then.

Vampy

Tiring

2008-08-17T03:40:00.000-07:00

Today was so damn tiring. My legs hurt and I couldn't move. But it was all worth it. My aunt took me and my wannabe sister to Borders to get my birthday gift! Btw, my b"day is on 28 August . My sister freaked on the fact that seven books were brought for me. My aunt only bought her two books. So sad. NOT!!! After that, we got treated to Hagen-daaz. We were so full of ice-cream that we could hardly walk. My sister is still really angry but she'll calm down soon. I hope atleast.

Vampy Lover

Raksha Bandhan

2008-08-16T03:21:00.000-07:00

Happy Raksha bandhan to all indians out there. I am now going to tie the rakhi. But have no idea how it looks like. today was fucking hell but managed to turn it around. Very full right now as I had two cheese burgers behind my parents back. Sister now yelling at me.

Vampy

Fab day

2008-08-15T23:37:00.000-07:00

People can be so cruel. Just got seriously teased cause of my uniform.NOT MY FREAKING FAULT!!!!!I had to rush to my hindi school after that. There everybody was jealous cause i missed half the lesson. But we laughed. We drew stuff around a picture of some oldy who gives lectures to soothe the soul.

Vampy lover